Thursday, December 31, 2009

Last day of 2009

will use chinese to type since
i long time din practise d : P

2009 年的最后一天
其实最近的我
都不懂现在是2009还是2010
我甚至还要去查才懂 =.=
惨了,不懂自己活在什么世界...

这一年做了些什么
得到了什么
失去了什么
等等
都在一舜间
从我的脑海中闪过

一些烦恼终于找到出路了
坦诚解释后
心中的负担终于
可以放下来了

烦恼是绵绵不断的
一个问题解决后
另一个又接紧跟着来
我做出了选择
当然也必须牺牲了
我多年来的固执
前路蒙袭了我的理智
靠的依然是感觉

当一支支40%酒精瓶归零
三五个一起搭着肩膀
摇来摇去
和路过外国人说声
新年快乐
摇摆到可以挤满
无数人的车里

一路直飘
飞跃大街小道
躲过警察的法眼
四面窗开着嘴
笑迎着寒风的侵蚀
无理的脑袋
无脑的语言
挑战着心里
虚伪的恶魔

向窗外呐喊
释放压郁已久
的邪神
展示年少的青春

坦诚战胜虚假

一路‘钢’
无边界地
‘钢’
分享着互相的故事
路边的街灯
扮演守护者
点燃了大家
坦诚的笑容

我享受这样的时光 : )

当来自不一样世界的人
走在一起
我说
我们可以
那...
你呢?

再见2009年~~~

Friday, December 11, 2009

I will

暧昧这种感觉就是。。仿佛他缺不了她,她也离不了他,但其实,各有各的阳光空气和水份。。。
暧昧是比好朋友再亲一点,但比情人远一点。
暧昧是有进一步的冲动,却没有进一步的勇气。
暧昧是一方永远不说,另一方就永远装作不懂。于是一方永远沉默,一方永远装傻。
暧昧是常常挣扎彼此关系,怕和她坦白之后,你即得不到一个情人,却也失去了一个知心好友。
暧昧是两个人都会互相猜疑,她是不是已经暗示了什么?还是我自己自作多情?
这种关系存在友情之间,是一种很特别的朋友,不近也不远,不多情也不无情。。。。。。
是为了逃避背叛的罪恶感吗?
还是她还不够爱你
暧昧:虽然彼此都有好感~
但双方都不敢踏出。。
那如果其中一方踏出了呢???
结果:???
=====

Adapted from ktz4ever's post

sumtimes i reali feel tat
i m lacking of confidence
to step a bit further
bcuz i m more afraid
i will fall again to the darkness of failure
which is hunting my mind
in the never-end world

i hope everything will go fine
for my 1st ever celebration
trying my best
not to let anything bad
distract me again
i will fight to the end
i will
....
..
.


Saturday, December 5, 2009

My Lunch ~~~

today
all my housemates n fellow frenz
went out for cyberp event
so i decided to cook it myself
since i m so broke T.T

after woke up
n made up my mind
wat to cook
i straight started my work

after busyin in d kitchen
for 1 hour ++
finally i could fill up my stomach d

here they are


my home-cook lunch



vegeterian-tomato-made-mee~~no seasoning~~



spicy fried potato chicken~~~

that's how i settle my lunch 2day : )
lalalalalal~~~~

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Innovative


*blink blink ~~~
i'm an innovative ppl
say no to creative
i like to b simple
say no to DRAMATIC
: P

Monday, November 9, 2009

Beginner

after 20 years passes
i'm still a beginner
i learn
i experience
but i still a beginner
y
tel me
y?

*how come things tat i dislike, feel annoyed so much always happen
with certain condition?is this a curse?wthhhhhhh
ok..stay positive....sigh

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Halloween nitez



my 1st halloween celebration
bought a halloween hat
n headed to poppy
again
wif d gang
recently find dis place
my favourite place to hang out
wif frenz
jz sat nite
poppy is too much ppl
for party

1st of all
thx yvonne and joanne
for helpin us
to reserve a table
in a vip seats : )

2 botols of barcardi
finish in a glimpse of eyes
2 hours without drinks
thirsty xia
noe sum new frenz
too

met sum frenz there too
lai ang,jacky,cat...
after few shots
headin to dance floor
to bcum sardin
besides enjoyin d music

reali enjoy
music
dance
atmosphere
wif a bundle of closed frenz

at d dance floor
i thought of sumthing else
tat distracted me
watchin
all the buddies r enjoyin themselves
especially LAZY BEAR
i feel happy them
last time
i were oweys d dog..
haha
but nw i bcum observer
XD!

rite nw
emo =.=
feel my ears
wif d music

*thinkin of a new theory nw..later mz share wif mngz..





Saturday, October 24, 2009

: )

前方是绝路,转角是希望

oweys lov to see ppl fall in lov
no matter it is in reality
or from novel
or even
from tv
: )
nitez

Friday, October 23, 2009

Holiday endin soon



2day is fri d..
so i m goin b to cyber on sat..
which is 2moro..
suddenly
after yam cha from summer pearl n ghut
i look at my blog
feel like i hv been abandoned it for a long time
so it's time to update about
my entire holiday

as usual after final exam
is sum crazy time for all of us
to release all d tension we hv
for d past 2 weeks
at 1st
we went to
coconut flower seafood restaurant
in telur gong,klang
jz 1 word for tat
SUCKS!
seafood ntg special
n d price is damn exp
d worst is d crab
d worst crab tat i taken for my entire life
but tried sumthin nice there
Toddy (fermented coconut flower juice) + Guinness
recommended by mngz
taste extraordinary XD!

den sat nite
poppy nite
this is wat a poppy looks like XD!




quite enjoyin n happening tat nite
bcuz all d fellow mates
i hope to c r there
except calvin n gauss who cannot
made it
my objective tat nite
was to watch sumthing
i expected from mngz
hehe n he finally fulfilled my targets XD!
so happy for it
jz sumthing tat was quite annoyed
was d dance floor
too crowded n 90% were guys according
to mngz
but sumthing amazed me
is tat passion which is upstair
d dj incharged did a good job
n played sum nice music
made d atmosphere there
quite happening too
until we decided to enjoy there
rather than bcumin sardin at downstair
n i were surprised to c liwun there
n jz knew she nvr tulan me anymore
haha!!!

den
d bad story happen
after reachin home at 6 i thought
my stomach nt feelin well
until d next day i oso din recover yet
even worse
but i promised them to b hometown
so i hv forced myself to drive b
stop a few times at r&r station
to go toilet
n get sum rest
even hv a light fever til i hv to
take panadol
n 1st time i let other ppl to help me
drive during d journey
specials thx phph n mngz for helpin
me n letting me to hv a short rest
be4 i continued my journey b home
i shall consider dis my most suffering journey
b from cyber to sp

at home
rest a few days
i stil din feel good
so decided to consult doc
after seein red dots poped out
in my palms
scared H1N1 =.=
finally it was virus infection
i knew it
sigh
took me almost 4 days to recover
sigh
slept like 18hours per day :P

after tat
went to penang n butterworth overnite
wif eden,brandon and dog
enjoyin trip wif foods in my stomach
all over d day
thx again to phph's dad for treating us lunch

tat's all i did durin my holiday
boring hor..i din even step to CS
sigh
totally 'zai nan'
ahaha..

btw results wil b release on co's b'day
haha good luck every1
hope d sky is blue on tat day
i dun wan grey =.=
hehe
nitez


Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Guess?

hp vibrate
good luck
msn
display pic
prom
E&O
facebook
GUESS

*mngz pro dota !!!

Saturday, October 3, 2009

Mixed Feelingz

wat shall i say
i dunno
wat shall i blog
i dunno
wat i m bloggin nw
i oso dunno
when i hv to blog
den i blog lar..



i feel weird
when i chat again wif u
i oso dunno how 2 express lar
sad?no..
happy?no..
sad + happy?mayb lo...

gaih lo
mayb study too much
for finals den i sot jor
*although i din study much XD

currently listenin to
李圣杰 songs
i like his songs
emo enough
XD
n eventually
sing along too XD

i gt much 2 say
but jz dunno y
cant express it out
tatsy i say mix feeling
sigh

when u think a lot
den u wil b emo
so don think so much
better go sing k lar
i wan sing k T.T

i oso dunno wat i m writing
sigh
i wonder
when u think
past is d best
how r u goin 2
look for future?

gt 1 buddy told me
don compete wif othes
compete wif urself
but
when d situation changes
d judge is nt urself
instead is tat person
how r u goin 2 react?


Monday, September 28, 2009

Every dog has its day

everyday dog has its day
finally
after 1 week ++
my present who slept in
pos office as accomodation
reach safely to where it belongs

i nvr expect
dis Memory Keeper
can make ur tears drop
nw it has proved tat
my preparation for it
for past few months
had paid off

1day when
we hv d chance to
read it 2gether
wil we
smile
or
cry
i wonder...

bitter sweet i would say
to myself
hehe...

mmu final starts 2moro
good luck every 1 !

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Happy b'day

few days ago..
ppl keep askin me
y i say i busy
busy til i reject joanne's invitation
to go maison
although i went in d end too XD!

dis is wat i hv been busy for





i did all wat i hv promised
no regrets
life's movin XD!

enjoy ur b'day!

If we could party all night
And sleep all day
And throw all of my problems away
My life would be easy
My life would be easy
party everyday party everyday
that tonight's gonna be a good good night XD!

*i wonder where is my present nw =.=

Friday, September 4, 2009

Nvr goonna be d same again

i wish
i try
n
i hope

white coffee
nescafe
make me
stay awake

tryin
to
keep
my mind
out of numbering
coordinates
polar
cylindrical
spherical
etc
after
been
swallowing
for few hours

slowly
i fly to the fairytales
to the rendezvous
where u belong
n
there
i achieve
my dreams
tat i wanted so much
for so many years

once i close my eyes
n i reopen again
d sight of my room ceiling
penetrates into my eyes

i feel bitter
to realise
dis is
never going to
be the same again



Monday, August 31, 2009

安静 silence

i sang once
n oni one
be4
to
u
n
nw
i
sing b
dis song
to
myself

安静
词曲:周杰伦

只剩下钢琴陪我谈了一天
睡著的大提琴 安静的旧旧的

我想你已表现的非常明白
我懂我也知道 你没有舍不得

你说你也会难过我不相信
牵著你陪著我 也只是曾经
希望他是真的比我还要爱你
我才会逼自己离开

你要我说多难堪 我根本不想分开
为什么还要我用微笑来带过
我没有这种天份 包容你也接受他
不用担心的太多 我会一直好好过
你已经远远离开 我也会慢慢走开
为什么我连分开都迁就著你
我真的没有天份 安静的没这么快
我会学著放弃你 是因为我太爱你

只剩下钢琴陪我谈了一天
睡著的大提琴 安静的旧旧的

我想你已表现的非常明白
我懂我也知道 你没有舍不得

你说你也会难过我不相信
牵著你陪著我 也只是曾经
希望他是真的比我还要爱你
我才会逼自己离开

你要我说多难堪 我根本不想分开
为什么还要我用微笑来带过
我没有这种天份 包容你也接受他
不用担心的太多 我会一直好好过
你已经远远离开 我也会慢慢走开
为什么我连分开都迁就著你
我真的没有天份 安静的没这么快
我会学著放弃你 是因为我太爱你

你要我说多难堪 我根本不想分开
为什么还要我用微笑来带过
我没有这种天份 包容你也接受他
不用担心的太多 我会一直好好过
你已经远远离开 我也会慢慢走开
为什么我连分开都迁就著你
我真的没有天份 安静的没这么快
我会学著放弃你 是因为我太爱你

bitter sweet
is
d
taste
n
feel

good luck
for comin EMG n EEM
tests

nitez

Sunday, August 23, 2009

Life with a Mask

hello my dear readers
i m b 1 day be4 my law exam =.=
wish me luck leh!
i hv been igonorin my blog
since....dunno when d...
haha..too long to be remember XD

recently
i hv been b to my usual life
ck returnin soon XD..jk jk


i lov nite life
where i m so so relax
enjoyin wif my fren
n no need 2 think of anything
except H1N1 =.=
but i m tested fever free XD

when i decide to step 1 step futher
den there is no turnin b
it would nvr b d same again
n i saw sum of my fren oso take 1st step d XD

futhermore
i hv made lots of good frenz recently
they make my life wonderful
swee king - the pro who teaches me knowledge besides mngz
teoh phph- penang guy who speaks hokkien n make me laugh
ktz4ever - emo kid like me who teach me draft game
boss - d special 1 hehe


enjoy slappin moment here XD in life cafe

september is around d corner
mayb is d month tat i shall stop
promise is a promise
i shall do wat i promise be4
i stop

comin 2 weeks wil b very busy
4 exams n assignments
good luck every1 !


Wednesday, July 29, 2009

speechless



消防队长钟有成讲过:


“我什么都做了!我还有什么没做?我做每件事都是要她开心。。还是要走!”





wat i can do i hv oredi done!
wat summore tat i din do yet?
i do everything jz to make her happy,
but stil wan go away!



2day
watever fxxx shit i can do
i hv oredi done liao
stil like tat

vegeterian
pray in temple
do tutorials
do pass years
watever i can do
watever i can push myself
i hv all fxxxin done it
d results oso same

niama
hokkien ppl say
30% luck
70% effort
wtf
den rite nw
dis year
i hv 0% of luck
izit mean
watever i wana achieve oso left 70% oni?

X@#$%%
study oso dunno for wat
to earn a savin of 300 per month?
wait wait wait
i think hv 2 graduate 1st la
scared cant graduate la
bcuz
RITE NW
i think BLIND ppl
oso can do better than me la

d above fireman
who work so hard to save a gal
but jz 1 mistake he made
he is nw lyin on d bed
like a dead man
tat dunno when oni can
regain consciousness again

n d gal who has been saved
appreaciate d other ppl
n treat other like his superhero
is dis how d world should b?

2day
i finally understand
y they r some ppl
who r cryin on d dance floor

n make my day worse
i hv 2 wake up early 2moro
2 go 4 my stupid lab session
n continuous clas until i dun
hv a single period for lunch

happy always n smile?
ok wait d day tat
i m better than dis world
!

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

It's true

i dunno wat m i goin 2 write
i dunno wat m i thinkin nw
"it's true i mean it from the bottom of my heart
yeah it's true without u i would fall apart"
BSB-it's true acc me rite nw in dis lonely mid9

i went b to maison
again
after 1year n 2 week since d last time
d place is stil remain d same
but there's no more
large n crazy crowd like last time
dj gold fish oso no longer there

steppin inside there
i feel d bitter sweet tat i hv be4
in dis place
but tat nite i shall
consider as bitter nite
nvr reali enjoy tat much
since my intention there
is jz merely keep my mind shut

but get to noe
lady gaga's boss
is sumthing tat amazed me
n shocked too
i'm impress
16 left sxul
no pmr no spm
rite nw
22
stil surviving
n indeed earnin
own a event company
wif 1 assistant
n go through out
malaysia for business
mayb 1 day i wil
deal business wif u?who knows?
haha!

for d past 1 week
is kinda holy for me
vegeterian for half day for 6 days
temple
for prayin
wif d hope
bad luck 55 go away la
wth

so plz
don judge my dead
without lettin me noe d reason
every thurs nite,shall we?
haha old life~
nitez

Sunday, July 5, 2009

Me

durin on d way b
after dinner
he told me
if u appreaciate her
last time
den u wont b like tat d mer...
but i told him
no feelinz

n
mayb my requirements high guo
den he reply
she mz b rich huh
=.= wth..i m nt white face aka xiao pai lian la..
in fact i prefer nt so rich
if nt like nw
i feel so pressure..wth..
although i admitted
yy eng planned wif me 2 rob their property
when we were in secondary sxul XD!


old sxul
old time
old time is always d best~
let us b to d past wil u?

Friday, July 3, 2009

Race~

sumhow
sumday
my ex roomate
told me
when u wana noe whether can on or nt
he would choose to ask in a different way
he would ask her
"if nw i m runnin in a 100meter race..n i m jz 1 meter of d cross line..
wil u let me cross over n hv victory?"

after hearing
the 1st thought came into my mind is
i stil hv 50meter 2 go
but after thinkin n
seriously lookin at footstep
i guess
i jz finish 30meter
n dis means
i stil hv 70 meter to go..
very far huh?
but i dun think i wil stop here n giv up
i jz gav up once in my life for running
tat was in mssm held in kelana jaya

70 meter go~
wil i hv d chance to reach d
cross line?n hv victory?

Thursday, June 25, 2009

helpless


i feel helpless rite nw
but
by
doin homework
make my life stil moves on
sigh
good sign or bad?

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

so Near yet so Far

my life nw

play pool almost everyday
yet d skills stil sucks
do revision almost everyday
yet results don seem will improve
look at fon almost every 5 min
yet anticipate call or msg hardly come
try to complete my gift
yet stil like jz a piece of ice berg
i tease u immature
yet i m d 1 who look childish





decided to giv it a name Jue Jue
Me:Hello Jue Jue!hope u happy wif V3x ^^

from old time to trust
i stil feel
so Near yet so Far

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Mixed Feelingz

first of all
thx God for giving wat i pray for
1st is pass all for my exam
2nd is hv a nice trip in penang n butterworth
n i hv all of it
but
as a human being
i hope for more
i m greedy
when ppl tend 2 b greedy
problems will come...

jz check results in d afternoon
pass all
but din really achieve my target
slightly below my expectation
aiks..
i hv given myself 1 year to try
but stil cant get to push myself up
try lots of ways
hardworkin,lazy,last min,pass year,memorize etc
but stil nt workin..
sigh
luck has been nt stick wif me
for quite some time d
i noe i m nt talented in enginnerin
but at least giv me sumthing more la..
haiz
mayb hope for 2 high
but i m nt oso..
mayb should change feng shui
so we shall c la
dis comin sem
when i move house n stay wif mngz

ok..enough bout bad stuff..
havin sum reali enjoyable moment in penang
(lucky results release after i come b XD)
a reali big THANKS to mngz aka JASON
u hv fetched us around in penang
n waited us patiently during our cam whorin section
haha..
btw thx a lot to for bringin me around butterworth to taste
delicous super sour tom yam mee,soya beans etc...
n last thing provide accomodation 2 me XD!
without u
i wont achieve my
dream
a simple dream
since i secondary sxul

mayb i should think of all
dis happy moment during emo time
n it will definitely help ^^
i m a simple guy
n i hope for simple thingz
tat's me
nite ppl!

Monday, June 8, 2009

NERVOUS

i'm NERVOUS
for certain thingz..






nervous
for comin release of results
plz giv me pass all *.*
dis make me worry d most T.T


i m stil nervous
for comin wed
our rendezvous in pg
wif d hope of my driver
mngz is fully available
for me tat day
until 3am his's duty is
n my very 1st time too
if ntg goes wrong
i goin 2 step in wif u
for d very 1st time
although i been be4 in kl
for many times XD
nvr bring b any of my
"war cloths" aka 战衣(zhan yi)


my "war cloths" izit sumthin like dis XD?
aiks..nervous + worry gao gao
i noe i should let it all happen
naturally
as our d plan is nt goin 2 work 1..
so better b naturally..
but stil worry T.T
hopefully everythin goes fine ya
anyway most important
stil my results..
aiks
i hv 2 admit i like a gal
emo guy n hv mood swing so much
sigh..
good9 ppl!

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Life's Journey

5.6.2009
12.18 AM
i think of a lot of thingz recently..
y m i nt born in a rich family?
y m i nt smart enough?
enough stupid 2 say after thinkin bout dis..

ignoring mode make me furious
n i stil hv 2 accept it
i slept oso dreamed
my parents actuali allowed it
even in d dream
i noe i was in a dream

june d..
so fast 1 year d..
1 year ago
different story
different place
different ppl
do you actuali realise
is oredi 1 year?
when i look b d pic we took
durin 1 year
is so sweet n beautiful
all d best pals gather to gather
all d ppl i favour
all d feelings
i like i want
i hv all for sum certain short time
as short as fast as
an aeroplane flies to aus
weird hor y i choose aus?
there mz b reason behind it
oredi 1 year i din b to
MAISON
listen to DJ Goldfish
playin his favourite R&B songs
oohh
memory flashed b ~~~~~~
n returned

after 1 year
rite nw
everything changes
wat i want
wat i like
r all change

i m worried
whether i myself is suitable
or should probably use d word
capable
inferiority complex hits me
i m nt d best anymore
for once i tried my best
to go for overseas
but luck was nt on my side
n i failed

wth is my life?
i jz dun wana depend on my parents
n go for overseas study oso cant?
efforts?
i did show!
study like a dog
mid9 slip 2 hours den wake up continue study
tution everyday non stop
den in d end results slip killed me off
another efforts after results?
ok i show too again!
niama
scholarship form dunno send how many tons
ok got some interviews too
ppl interview parents purposely flied from hometown
n prepare everything for she or he
me?
i asked a malay fren fetch me go a malay school
to get some signature
den ask a taxi to send me go
?
normal hor
..ok summore better efforts
sit bus from sp
take ferri to penang
with a tie hanging on my neck
walkin for uncountable distance
under a hot sun
to search for d destination

in d end
awards mostly given to
those who live in a big bangaloo
or those who can go overseas every year for vacation
or mayb their parents hv connection wif
those ppl in charge
den all wil get it

finally i hv sum little luck
hv 2 satisfied as local scholar
after dis
i promise myself
to give a fight again
after graduate
we wil SEE
who wil lead d world

*no offence to all the overseas scholars

i dunno wat wil happen 2moro
so i crap n complain 1st
if nt i scared i no chance to complain
if u say faith
mayb reali is
if i happen to go overseas
den we wil nt be close back anymore

i dunno faith wil stop nw
or continue
we shall c
life stil goes on
confident comes back PLZ
trust oso !

in d end
i shall consider all as life's journey! (jz treat all as kao peh la)


*dis is a bloody long post..jz ignore it...no offence to any1 i repeat...

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

b in sp...

b 2 sp last9...
slept whole days..
anyway dis is wat i gonna do in sp oso..
SLEEP 99!


sum quick updates after my final exam..
went for 2 movies wif diffrent frez..
terminator - i found it fine for me although many ppl say is nt nice..
i corrupt all cops - wang jing's film..so guess it urself..watch for fun..

after watchin dis 2 movies..
i gt 1 conclusion..
tat is there r some ppl who go kl watch movie
r damn BLOODY n UNCIVILIZED !!!


here the 2 real cases happen n my frens n i witnessed..

CASE 1:
two indians were talkin loudly in a cinema
den 1 lala said "shewws" to them..
den one of the indians reply
"shewws wat?wat d fuck u shewwin?y u bother bout me talkin?
u wana fight izit?come go outside 1 by 1!"

this lala intended to fight d but his fren stopped him
n even say sorry to the 2 indians...
*no wonder no ppl r givin warnin in malaysia
to others bcuz if u warn ppl den u wil b involved in fighting..sigh"

CASE 2:
watchin movie til half way..
in front couples turned their heads n watched me..
den after 5 min the guy from d couple stood up n walked towards me
n say in cantonese "y u kick me?" n intended 2 giv a fight to me..
i wif my eyes open watchin him den his gf asked him b 2 seat..
hello uncle i came here 2 watch movie nt to kick u la..
i m nt so free 2 kick u oso..
*dis is how kl ppl watchin movie in cinema..those who so wana fight
plz go find gangster or mat rempit to fight la..don come n cause trouble
in cinema n affect ppl's mood..BRAINLESS BASTARD!

sigh..malaysian r becomin like tat d..
is there any hope for 2020?god knows...

btw
i created a new record for myself too..
last time when i went MOS
i drunk n i slept on d road..
dis time special a bit..
i drunk n i got myself to slip in d toilet for 1 hour..
(i climbed up d toilet stand where u can put ur things
n i eventually slip there hehe)
yeah baby..
while others r enjoyin themselves in d dance floor..
lazy shoong n his fren managed to hunt
n bcum ppl's 'handburger'

co aka xian oso has his time wif....XD doin...XD
i m d goodboy for d night!tat is wat i promised to myself!
n i hv DONE it...
haha..


wireless coneection is so sucks 29..
keep on dcing..
so i decide to call it a day..
good9 ppl!
xoxo!

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

The WAR ends..

finally 2day
d war ends..

hopefully dun hv any sub tat wil GG..
dis 2 weeks reali is torturing..
takin 6 core subs for 1 sem is to hard d..
when final time u wil study like a DOG!!!




u hv transform urself to bcum SUPERDOG in order to 'eat' all
notes,tutorials n pass years..aiks..anyway i hv passed through
dis hardest sem for my entire degree course..



goin 2 move house again for d comin new sem..
for d 1st time i hv 2 say good8 to entire so called
beast-wolf-dog pals..
n stay wif yam jim ming...
dis is mainly bcuz i dun wan do travel everyday to campus..
aiks..lazy xia..
dogs they all goin 2 move 2 sk..
i goin 2 miz them..
will treasure every single moment stayin wif them ^^





when think of moving my stuff makes me headache zZZzz


-beast-wolf-dog- XD
took be4 we 1st time stepped into bar celona ..haha


my future housemate -yam jim ming aka mngz
aiks..my life wil b jz wif books oni after stayin wif u?
hopefully no bcuz i noe u r nt a nerd XD!
anyway wish 2 hv a better results la stayin wif dis 4.0 guy..
(he doesn't look like some1 who can study well oso right ? XD haha)
hopefully durin my 2 weeks break in sp
we wil hv our very 1st 2gether pic
good9 ppl!

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

feelingz

finally
i made up my mind
n
sang
boyzone-everyday i lov you

singing 4 d
2nd time for my entire life
i was afraid yet i stil sang
as i said
i wil keep my promise
n i mean it

time flies
environment change
ppl change
n i change too

to u
i bcum a mature
but unfamiliar
fragile
n sensitive

u r afraid to touch
scared d crystal heart
will b broken into pieces
again

however
efforts
trust n sincerity
has shorten d distance

i am nw
back to d spot
where we stop
4 years ago

i shall find d path
out from d
world of puzzle
again

i m confident
to bliv
i will nvr
lost again

follow the feelingz
i shall find
shape of our heart

d secret behind d scene
shall lay inside
our minds

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

back to CLEAN dust ^^

Dear my lovely readers :

i'm back to clean my blog gao gao's dust ^^
haha..


I gonna suck you monster dust XD



i nw posting my post DOG !!
finally i spend my precious 2 clean d dust
which is so tick in my blog..


sorry to all my readers..
i noe i hv abandonned my blog 4 almost 2 months..
too busy wif never-ending-exams
n tons of assignments
n 2day i managed 2 settle done n submit all my assignments 4 dis
particular sem n finish all d mid-term tests..
wat is left is final exam which will start in another 2 weeks time..
WTH...
so suffering la future enginner's life..T.T
don study ENGINEERING if u r nt 100% interest..
if nt u will suffering like me..wth..
in future i m nt gonna b enginner for whole life
i will try my best to transform into business man
n BEAT all d enginners(slapping myself as i m nw actuali on my way 2 bcum an enginner)
enginners don BOOM me..haha
joking oni..
but
hopefully my dream to
bcum a business man wil come true ^^
finally
thx again to my readers who stil follow my blog
n
urge me to
UPDATE again!
at least i noe u all stil reading my blog ^^
THX for supporting !!!

Thursday, March 12, 2009

I'm b XD

finally i'm b..
to my dear readers..
sorry 4 long time din update..
i hv been 2 busy recently..
i hv exams

but i m nt death yet like dis guy XD!!!
anyway exam think stil ok ok la..


dis 1 cham a bit...
i hv been sick for 1 week...
stomach ache,gastric,cough,fever..
all come 1 by 1 each day..
like go 2 hell like tat =.=
each day suffer different sickness..wth..
no special thing happen..
but i think i gt sumthing 2 write..
but hv 2 in deep thought 1st..
since
i m goin 2 help my fren
a guy
2
confess
2 a gal..
hehe...
since he is so passive
(dun wan 2 approach 1st..so coward la)
i m goin 2 help u..
so b ready..
but nt 2day..hehe..
i think both of u (i mean u n tat gal)
i noe both of u all read my blog..
keke..
so hopefully u all noe who i mean la..
u all hv been close 4 so long d..
so d gal..
giv d guy a chance la..
seriously very hard 2 find a guy like him d..
academic clever n pro like god..
good looking...
so caring towards u..
financial sponsered lagi...
but he scared kena reject..
so i help him confess 2 u..
haha..
as d sayin goes
"never try never noe,sekali try hari hari mau XD!"
good9 ppl!!!

Saturday, February 28, 2009

Sing a song


sing a song.
sing a song..
sing a song...
i gonna sing a song...

2nite is again freezing cold nite..
i think my fat aka lemak is nt much enough 2 cover d cold..
si i m very cold..
gegegegegzzz..





sing a song...
sing a song...
which song shall i sing?
is nt ganna b jay chou - silence anymore
is another 1..
n i m willin n
going 2 sing..
^^

i guess dis time i gonna..
turn into BSB..
hehe..

*no more fs kang tao..n i manage 2 do it..
no more "LISTEN MUSIC"..i oso manage 2 do it..

*oh..ya met wif jj's bro in serdang famous mamak..wth..

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

^.^

2nite is a freezin cold nite..
feelin d wind from my window
tat cut through my every single cell
i feel like i m standing
on d peak of d frozen throne alone
but
i stil feel d warm n sweet
from far away
tat make my body temperature rapidly increase
n
lead me
to a
comfortable sleep

*six sense machine 4 u wil i b?i m willing 2 b tat ^^

Sunday, February 22, 2009

Update!!!

to my dear readers:
sorry 4 nt updating 4 almost 1 week..
i hv been busy wif my uni stuff n test..
as programmin is 1 of my weakness in engineerin..
so i should sacrifise more on it rather than updatin my blog..
haha..


ok..let's start off from..
er..

14.2.09
Valentine's day..
a very special 4 all d couples..
u can enjoy wif ur partners n celebrate d day wif full of happiness..
to me..
as usual la..
i hv DATE tooo...haha..
i m mingshi wat..sure gt date la..
impossible dun hv rite..
so
my partner r
Yam Jim Ming n Jun...
ya guys party..wth...
haha..kinda enjoyed oso goin out jz wif guys..
hehe..


so our celebration was like lost in d middle of road 4 like 1++ hour
... =.=
den ate our dinner at feelings cafe in wangsa maju..
yam jim ming was totally attracted by d female singer..
i admited she is nice lookin when she is in d singin mode..
haaha..
after tat we headed on to a place so call MIST
which ppl consider so happening..
but we oni can describe it wif 1 word
"SUCKS"..




after tat fetched jun b 2 setapak..
n we had our supper stephen's corner
den went home zzz lo..
thx dis 2 guys 4 givin me a special valentine day..
haha..
n happy b'day 2 sze chee n ketee 2 ^^


17.2.09
2day was a superb tired day after havin 8 hours class..
n at nite CLS organized a 园游会..
calvin n i decided 2 go after clas..
but when we went there there were stil dun hv any ppl there
except those community members..
so calvin said he wanted 2 cut hair den we headed on
to APT in jusco,Seri Kembangan..
while waiting 4 him,i went 2 check my weight..
surprisingly my weight increase for 3kg in 1 week..
d results is out of my expectation..
so consider it reali good news 4 me..
haha..all come from efforts of gym n protein..
keke..say yes 2 GAIN WEIGHT!!!





den we went b for tat cls event..
honestly is nt as fun as expected..
out of expectation again..=.=



20.2.09
2day is my ecp1026 tutorial exam..
so did revision 4 dis few days..
although i m nt interested in programming,
i stil try my best 2 understand it..
n i hv a good lecturer like Mr.Cheong
who explaines d lecture well..


(dis is an example for wat i hv 2 write 4 d programing...all words..xian)
so i stil can answer d test..
at least improve more nt like last time totally blur..
haha..
after exam we went 2 Asia Cafe wif yam jim ming,shoong,n calvin..
4 our supper..FTZ is again full wif ppl..sigh..no game play tat nite...
no shisha too for tat day..haha..



21.2.09
today went out wif housemates..
followed them 2 rawang n hv a taste 4 d famous steam fish..
but when we reached there..the fish has oredi finished..zzz
wth..
so we forced 2 go other shop..
n d taste is soso oni..sad la..
come so far but cant manage 2 taste it..
anyway thx liang chao wei 4 treating us tat dinner..haha..

(tat shop..zzz)


(liang chao wei aka tony leong is d middle guy...XD)


(nick,his gf,yen)

(5 fish 4 tat nite in our stomach XD)
after tat..
we went 2 pavillion 4 movie..
The Punisher..soso oni la..malaysia cut 2much d la..
xian..whenever gt Fxxx word..cut..zzz..


(hv drinks be4 our movie...)



(glimmering liquors..haha)
tat's all..^^..
*jz knew tat everything is fine..relief after couples days of distraction..phew..
mind & heart r where i wanna belonged..^.^





















































Thursday, February 12, 2009

Grace - forced - tagzzz

ahhaa...
tagzz...
1st time do tat..haha...
grace kaixiao 1..wth..
so i should entertain her la..
keke...
here there r...



1.What is your name: SHIKER mingsh!

2. A four Letter Word: Seek (i m seekin 4 hopes..lucks...n lots of thingzz...^^)

3. A boy’s Name: Samsons

4. A girl’s Name: Stephanie

5. An occupation: Sailor (sail 2 d sea n watch midnite glimmering sky XD)

6. A color: Sapphire

7. Something you’ll wear: Shibuya

8. A food : Salmon..(i need protein badly haha)

9. Something found in the bathroom: Shaver

10. A place: Sungai Petani...wth..nice place rite? hehe...

11. A reason for being late: Sick (best excuse 4ever...hah)

12. Something you’d shout: Stop it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

13. A movie title: Saw (hehe..those who watched be4 saw 1 til saw 5 wil noe )

14. Something you drink: Scottish Whisky

15. A musical group: Simple Plan

16. An animal: Squid

17. A street name: Simpang empat??

18. A type of car: Suzuki Swift

19. The title of a song: Show me the meaning of being lonely (by Backstreet Boys my 4ever favourite boy band)

*valantine comin..wth..date any1?sigzzz...

what did i do 4 d pass few days !!!

7.2.2009
early morning of d day...
i break my record 2day..
wth..
i was on d fon from 2.30am till 8.00 am...
i dunno y we can hv such a long conversation..
as if we will nvr talk again..haha..
anyway i was damn exhausted after tat...haha..
but stil worth it..^^



as i am nt a DOG,
so i should say "Hello Welcome to the Humanhouse...XD"


den bout 4 sumthing
after my lunch + tea time at a nt very nice bak kut teh shop in dengkil =.=
d guys n i went 2 Fo Guang Shan Dong Zen Temple 佛光山东禅寺...
dis is 1 of the interestin trip 2 us...
finally went 2 a holy place 2 pray (yala since i so bad luck zzz)
n 4 brandon cock 2 photo shooting..
met Aik Jin 2..
n finally saw his dream gal oso..haha..
here sum pics..

*d pics are nt clear again due 2 d size problem...zzz..plus i lazy 2 upload in photo bucket 1st..

so..paiseh paiseh...






















so any1 who intend 2 go can always find me 2 b ur guide..
since d road there is quite "kampung"...
zzz...haha..


7.2.2009 - 8.2.2009

dis 2 days...
we were in melacca
jz 4 d purpose 2 meet jordan darling...
ahha...
dis handsome guy is jordan darl lo..^^


on d 7th
we oni reached there at 6
den we rested awhile in his house..
after tat we went 2 eat satay celup..
den we hv a look at d eye of malaysia...
personally i think kl 1 is nicer la..
haha...








on d 8th
woke up oredi noon..
traffic jam plus melacca raya road has changed..
we oni took our lunch at 4..AGAIN..sad lunch time...
den i met wif miss ccccc...
honestly u look slimmer n thinner nw..
jz like jordan..haha..
we 2gether hv our dinner eatin asam fish..
after tat went b home jor luu...

yesterday..
i spent 100 bucks 2 invest on dis...



haha..
nt sure whether is useful..
but i wil giv it a try..
if u say u like a fat guy..
i wil b d fat guy..haha..
gym + protein = wat i want
haha...
hopefully i wil gain weight
SOON..wish me luck ^^
haha..
hopefully 1day i wil b bigger than brandon cock n lazy bear..
wish me luck again...haha..

nite ppl..
^^