Friday, December 11, 2009

I will

暧昧这种感觉就是。。仿佛他缺不了她,她也离不了他,但其实,各有各的阳光空气和水份。。。
暧昧是比好朋友再亲一点,但比情人远一点。
暧昧是有进一步的冲动,却没有进一步的勇气。
暧昧是一方永远不说,另一方就永远装作不懂。于是一方永远沉默,一方永远装傻。
暧昧是常常挣扎彼此关系,怕和她坦白之后,你即得不到一个情人,却也失去了一个知心好友。
暧昧是两个人都会互相猜疑,她是不是已经暗示了什么?还是我自己自作多情?
这种关系存在友情之间,是一种很特别的朋友,不近也不远,不多情也不无情。。。。。。
是为了逃避背叛的罪恶感吗?
还是她还不够爱你
暧昧:虽然彼此都有好感~
但双方都不敢踏出。。
那如果其中一方踏出了呢???
结果:???
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Adapted from ktz4ever's post

sumtimes i reali feel tat
i m lacking of confidence
to step a bit further
bcuz i m more afraid
i will fall again to the darkness of failure
which is hunting my mind
in the never-end world

i hope everything will go fine
for my 1st ever celebration
trying my best
not to let anything bad
distract me again
i will fight to the end
i will
....
..
.


Saturday, December 5, 2009

My Lunch ~~~

today

all my housemates n fellow frenz
went out for cyberp event
so i decided to cook it myself
since i m so broke T.T

after woke up
n made up my mind
wat to cook
i straight started my work

after busyin in d kitchen
for 1 hour ++
finally i could fill up my stomach d

here they are


my home-cook lunch



vegeterian-tomato-made-mee~~no seasoning~~



spicy fried potato chicken~~~

that's how i settle my lunch 2day : )
lalalalalal~~~~

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Innovative


*blink blink ~~~

i'm an innovative ppl
say no to creative
i like to b simple
say no to DRAMATIC
: P

Monday, November 9, 2009

Beginner

after 20 years passes

i'm still a beginner
i learn
i experience
but i still a beginner
y
tel me
y?

*how come things tat i dislike, feel annoyed so much always happen
with certain condition?is this a curse?wthhhhhhh
ok..stay positive....sigh

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Halloween nitez



my 1st halloween celebration
bought a halloween hat
n headed to poppy
again
wif d gang
recently find dis place
my favourite place to hang out
wif frenz
jz sat nite
poppy is too much ppl
for party

1st of all
thx yvonne and joanne
for helpin us
to reserve a table
in a vip seats : )

2 botols of barcardi
finish in a glimpse of eyes
2 hours without drinks
thirsty xia
noe sum new frenz
too

met sum frenz there too
lai ang,jacky,cat...
after few shots
headin to dance floor
to bcum sardin
besides enjoyin d music

reali enjoy
music
dance
atmosphere
wif a bundle of closed frenz

at d dance floor
i thought of sumthing else
tat distracted me
watchin
all the buddies r enjoyin themselves
especially LAZY BEAR
i feel happy them
last time
i were oweys d dog..
haha
but nw i bcum observer
XD!

rite nw
emo =.=
feel my ears
wif d music

*thinkin of a new theory nw..later mz share wif mngz..





Saturday, October 24, 2009

: )

前方是绝路,转角是希望


oweys lov to see ppl fall in lov
no matter it is in reality
or from novel
or even
from tv
: )
nitez

Friday, October 23, 2009

Holiday endin soon



2day is fri d..
so i m goin b to cyber on sat..
which is 2moro..
suddenly
after yam cha from summer pearl n ghut
i look at my blog
feel like i hv been abandoned it for a long time
so it's time to update about
my entire holiday

as usual after final exam
is sum crazy time for all of us
to release all d tension we hv
for d past 2 weeks
at 1st
we went to
coconut flower seafood restaurant
in telur gong,klang
jz 1 word for tat
SUCKS!
seafood ntg special
n d price is damn exp
d worst is d crab
d worst crab tat i taken for my entire life
but tried sumthin nice there
Toddy (fermented coconut flower juice) + Guinness
recommended by mngz
taste extraordinary XD!

den sat nite
poppy nite
this is wat a poppy looks like XD!




quite enjoyin n happening tat nite
bcuz all d fellow mates
i hope to c r there
except calvin n gauss who cannot
made it
my objective tat nite
was to watch sumthing
i expected from mngz
hehe n he finally fulfilled my targets XD!
so happy for it
jz sumthing tat was quite annoyed
was d dance floor
too crowded n 90% were guys according
to mngz
but sumthing amazed me
is tat passion which is upstair
d dj incharged did a good job
n played sum nice music
made d atmosphere there
quite happening too
until we decided to enjoy there
rather than bcumin sardin at downstair
n i were surprised to c liwun there
n jz knew she nvr tulan me anymore
haha!!!

den
d bad story happen
after reachin home at 6 i thought
my stomach nt feelin well
until d next day i oso din recover yet
even worse
but i promised them to b hometown
so i hv forced myself to drive b
stop a few times at r&r station
to go toilet
n get sum rest
even hv a light fever til i hv to
take panadol
n 1st time i let other ppl to help me
drive during d journey
specials thx phph n mngz for helpin
me n letting me to hv a short rest
be4 i continued my journey b home
i shall consider dis my most suffering journey
b from cyber to sp

at home
rest a few days
i stil din feel good
so decided to consult doc
after seein red dots poped out
in my palms
scared H1N1 =.=
finally it was virus infection
i knew it
sigh
took me almost 4 days to recover
sigh
slept like 18hours per day :P

after tat
went to penang n butterworth overnite
wif eden,brandon and dog
enjoyin trip wif foods in my stomach
all over d day
thx again to phph's dad for treating us lunch

tat's all i did durin my holiday
boring hor..i din even step to CS
sigh
totally 'zai nan'
ahaha..

btw results wil b release on co's b'day
haha good luck every1
hope d sky is blue on tat day
i dun wan grey =.=
hehe
nitez